Athazagoraphobia's what I'm suffering from. Today is Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Pull your vengeance aside, let's make it rain blood tonight.

Feb07

Your life is my well being,
And if it lay in the shadows then so be it,
But let it be known that this soldier will not rest a day
Until he lays in the glamour and the grace of his bride.

My nose is leaking, and my sore throat isn't helping. Argh, headache's back! Been really busy this week. Had sports leadership on Thursday, took photos, and then I was lucky cause I didn't have to play.  Haha. Had two periods of art on Friday, was late for one. Heh, chemistry was a bitch. There were 2 last minute tests, but I guess I scored alright. Went to vivo with Bunny, Lex, Cheri, Sendi, Ryan and Jae on Friday. Went window shopping. Saw a really cute owl necklace and I decided to buy it.

Took the train to the green line with Bunny. She alighted at Jurong east while I alighted at Boon Lay. Watched The Spy Next Door. Like finally! Haha, the show's quite funny, a little lame though. Jackie Chan's trying too harddddd. Went for Leon's chalet thingy yesterday at night. Cabbed to East Coast. Sat on top of this sheet (a tent to be precise) and then Alex, Leon and myself just lied down and watched the clouds and stars. There were a lot of funny cloud shapes I swear. Hahahaha. A whale's included. :D Went to bathe around 4plus 5. After that some things happened, then we all went to sleep. And I think I only slept for an hour, cause when I reached home around 1 plus today, I did my English homework and I fell asleep on the sofa. Lol, I feel like a pig ._.

(I LIKE!)

♫Andy★: Yes my eng fail , O lv E8
That jialat? O:

abc: what brand of contact lens are you using?
Freshkon and other brands. Not so sure about the rest.

Joel: Sup fag !
Hi faggot. How are you! :D

Guest: our photos so nice O: where do you edit them?
Thanks. Try pinic.com (:

Bert: loves!
XXXX.

Guest: Why do u wna go to a private school? How old are you? And btw you are really pretty (:
Complications. Anyway, this private school's pretty alright. :D I'm 15 this year. Thank you.

Guesthello: How did you do the effect for yr second pic in the recent post? Omg you are extremly
Guesthello: pretty. Envy!
Hmm, I don't know how to explain it to you. The curves of the picture. Lol, and I added different colours to the picture. Nope, I don't feel that way, thnak you though. There's nothing to envy. ^^

GuestGuest: Hello, where do you brought your clothes from?
Overseas and mainly taka, far east, etc.

passer by: may i know where you edit your photos? they are incredibly nice!
Haha, try pinic.com. I use different editing programmes. Thank you :D

Because let's face it - no matter how much you tell yourself you’re over someone, your heart knows the truth.


The only thing that's killing you is what you saw.

Feb03

And I hope this makes you happy now,
That the flame we had is burning out.
And I hope you like your pictures facing down,
As even broken hearts may have their doubts.

So, fucking, tired, I, swear. My allergy's acting up, my eyes are dry, I wanna go to the gym, but I'm too tired. Wtf. And I have math homework to do! Ah, screw it. I'm so damn tired. Kinda sick of having a set life. As in, a life where you're suppose to go according to the routine you've set. You know, the same thing you gotta do every, single, damn, day. I mean, you don't really have a choice, I know. But then, don't you ever get sick and tired of it? Argh, so fed up sometimes. Anyway, had math and biology today. After that, went to Chambers with Bunny, Arrian, Nita, Lex, Ryan, Joel and Lucas. Was so tempted to sleep on the bus.

Played L4D2, versus mode. Using the infected for the first time is kinda weird. Especially using the boomer, cause it explodes really easily. /: Haha! Ended our game after an hour or so, then we went to eat beancurd! Haha, haven't eaten it in ages. Took the train home, it was freaking packed and smelly. Gosh, how I hate public transport. /: Oh well, other than the fucked up transports, the scorching sun, feeling sleepy, and my Iphone battery dying, it was pretty okay. ^^ Edited some photos taken when we went jamming on Monday. Uploading a few here. ^^

renee soh:D: hey, what school do you go to now?
City college education centre. (:

♫Andy★: haha meaning asshole , kidding luh :D lovable you rock me sock :D
Haha, mean asshole you mean? English fail! HAHAH, random.

PASSER: That's cool having your own stylist :), thanks for telling too. Your photography's thumbsUP,love'em.
Hahaha! Thanks? It's alright I suppose. Hmm, you're welcome. (: Thanks a lot,

Guest12345: not being random la! its the truth! :)
Laughs, alright then, whatever you say.

Bert: misses!
Aww, same here.

Guesthello: Whr do u normally
Guesthello: edit yr pics?
I mainly use photo editor and pinic. ^^

darren.L: hello , tag again . (:
LOL, hello again <:

Too many times we put our hearts on the line, hoping that this time, things are going to be different. And too many times, we play the waiting game because we are too afraid of making decisions.


I thought i saw your eyes, laced in smoke & cigarette curls.

Jan30

I swear I heard your voice but I'm hearing ghosts.
Tonight, the bars turn out there lights.
And I drink away the day as it decays.

*Yawns. Afternoon readers. ^^ Having a horrible headache but I'm just editing photos and uploading photos into facebook now. Was pretty tired yesterday. Woke up late, wasn't feeling well so I didn't go for arts. Then I cabbed to school, met up with Hazel, then we went to meet Mr Koh. Fucking wasted $3.20 on my cab fare when I could just meet them at tiong bahru plaza instead of cabbing there and cabbing back to tiong. -.-  Went to Raja Inn with the class, sat down, and we started eating. LOL, I wasn't really hungry that time, so I didn't eat much. The only desert I really loved is the chocolate fondue. HAHA! I have a really sweet tooth. ^^

Anyway, cabbed home, went to Lavender with mummy, collected my passport, went to vivo, bought a few things, and then I cabbed to pasir panjang. Met up with Alex and co. Slacked, and then we cabbed to Bukit timah. Met up with Yaoyang, and then we slacked around that area till 4? Walked to Mc'donalds, ate a little, and then we all cabbed home. Was so drained out by the time I reached home. Threw away my clear contacts. Oh well. Feeling very sleepy today as well, but I'll be going out later for a movie. Zzz, feel kinda bad to Yongqiang cause I'm not meeting him today. /: So freaking tired. So sorry yq.


Chervon: Its alright whatttt! Nice! Very pretty k. (:
Haha, thanks a lot. But I'm not used to my fringe being so short. /:

♫Andy★: i pigu you piyan <:
Piyan? HAHA, what the heck? :D

Passer-by: Omg, you have lovely cheekbones! -envies.
RANDOM, but thank you. ^^ Haha!

HAHAHA: Whats ftw ?
For the win or fuck the wall. \M/

PASSER: You're really pretty<: , where do you go for your haicuts?
PASSER: haircuts* sorry for the spelling error.
Lol, thank youuu. I go to my hair stylist, at orchard plaza. ^^ It's alright.

Bert: if its alright with you, then its alright with me~
She like a song played again and again~

renee soh:D: hey, what school do you go to now?
City college education centre. (:

Only your real friends will tell you when your face is dirty.


You could cut the atmosphere with a knife.

Jan28

Never caught my breath.
Every second I'm without you I'm a mess.
Ever know each other,
Trust these words are stones.

Okayyyyy, today was fun in a way, just pretty tiring. Lol, brought my dslr to school. After English, Hazel, Nita, Bunny, Arrian, Joel, Lex, Lucas, Shawn and myself went to Vivo. Took the bus there but we had to walk to another bus stop. It was fucking hot today as well. -.- Reached Vivo, went to carls junior, but then Nita, Hazel and myself weren't really hungry and we didn't wanna eat much so we walked around. Went to muuu eeee(don't know how to spell it), then I saw this box of cute figurines. Chatted, took photos, and then we cabbed to Hazel's place. Hazel's adorable, she locked her bf in her house. LOL, then we went into her house, sat down, smoked, took photos, and then we cabbed back to school.

Went for the sports leadership talk. We were made to play games. And I was wearing a freaking skirt, so it was very inconvenient and embarrassing. /: Lol, stupid siahh! Then we played this balloon bursting game. I hate balloons when they burst, so I didn't take part in the game. Took photos and laughed a lot at Bunny and co. I like my class, its just that there's bound to be some dispute or something one day. Don't wanna see that day coming though. Sigh. Went to tiong bahru after everything was done. Lex, Joel, Ryan, Shawn and Hazel tagged along. Ate at burger king, talked and all. Then the guys went off while Hazel and I walked around tiong bahru.

Saw bunny again. <: Then we went to popular, bought a notebook, then we went to my house. Bathed, copied notes and all, then we just talked and all in my room. I love air conditioners man. Without air-con, I'd never be able to survive. >: Managed to edit some photos. Helped Hazel edit 2 photos for her too. ^^ Gotta lot of photos taken today, cause I was asked to take photos of the balloon bursting game by Mr Suryanto. Lol. Troublesome to upload all, dang.

(Joel Thee Gay :D)(Snapshots ftw!)(Some photos taken while sports leadership.)

Guest: Where did you look for your picture on every top of your post?
Tumblr, deviant art.

♫Andy★: welcome , nah .. its lovabish <:
HAHA, pigu lah you!

Phoebe (:: yeah, i'm from fairfield. youre wearing shorts shirt and a jacket and bagpack. and youre on the phone .
Uh huh, I was alone is it? Haha! I can't remember. O:

Guest12345: you are gorgeous ._. serious! with long and short hair ._.
And you're random. Haha! Thank you anyway.

If he's dumb enough to walk away, be smart enough to let him go.


We need a little pretty cuz this country’s insane.

Jan27


Hold her hand through the black light,
Baby it's a forest land of trick slides.
Honey just take your time,
Close her eyes.

Argh, feeling damn lethargic now. Lol, my eyelids are really heavy. School was alright today, just that it was fucking hot. And the air con was fixed at 24 degrees! Could have gone swimming! Lol, had a short science spelling test before Biology ended. I swear it was hilarious, cause some classmates were cheating and we were like, just sharing answers and all. Haha! And I just realized that Melvin and I have each other in our contacts on msn way before we knew each other through CHEC. Coincidence much? :D

Anyway, went to town with bert after school. Watched The Tooth Fairy. It was pretty gay when The Rock was wearing a tutu and he had wings behind his back. Laughs, the movie was quite funny and meaningful. Not bad a show I guess. ^^ Bought a pair of shoes at plaza sing before the movie started. Took the bus home, and I was so freaking tempted to sleep! Hell, my eyes almost closed. Reached home, showered, used the lappy. Took a few pictures that mummy helped me developed a few days back. Thats what boredom leads to. /: Edited it a little, and then I had a few calls from alex and all. Lol, stupid things going on. Melvin came over to my place, then we played L4D2 on Xbox 360. Dominic helped me to take over for the last level. The Parish. Haha! Stupid zombies, loveeee killing them with the kantana. Will upload the photos, and goodnight.

PS: Watch this. http://www.clicknetwork.tv/watch.aspx?c=5&p=16&v=270 AHAHAHA.

Chervon: Hahahah, ohkay, kudos. And I finally like saw your hair, and it looks so nice, tho many have alrdy told ya so.
Haha! My hair? Well, I guess my hair is alright, its just my fucking fringe!

darrEn.L: hahahs . tag already ah . (:
Lol, thank youuuuuuu <:

Phoebe (:: hey! i saw you last sat @ tiong , around 9-930 pm. i think if i'm not wrong <: oh! BTW wahahaha... YOURE REALLY PRETTY.
Hmm? What was I wearing? Lol, are you from fairfield?

When we’re headed toward an outcome that’s too horrible to face, that’s when we go looking for a second opinion. And sometimes, the answer we get just confirms our worst fears. But sometimes, it can shed new light on the problem, make you see it in a whole new way. After all the opinions have been heard and every point of view has been considered, you finally find what you’re after — the truth. But the truth isn’t where it ends, that’s just where you begin again with a whole new set of questions.


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And if all of our days are numbered then why do I keep counting?

If I say you’re the one would you believe me?

I'm sorry, I get lazy to reply tags. Will reply at your tagboard but I might reply late. Leave down your links if you wna be relinked. <3

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Au revoir.



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