Taken all I could take,
And I cannot wait.
We're wasting too much time
Being strong, holding on.
Can't let it bring us down.
My life with you means everything,
So I won't give up that easily.

Yeah updating again. So fucking stressed these days. Had a bad start in the afternoon so I had a change of plans. Cabbed to ion, met up with Daren. Almost got lost at ion siahh! -.- Hahah, so we walked to takashimaya to eat. Started talking about our problems and all. Then we aet ramen! I had beef while he had seafood. <: Walked to wisma atria to send his laptop for repair. And his viao laptop really cmi siahh! No wonder my mum doesn't want me to get that. Hmm, decided to sit down at takashimaya after that. Wanted to take photos of the beautiful lights at town, but then I was exhausted and I wasn't in a good mood.

So I gave that idea up. Daren was nice enough to let me watch a funny video of this gay indian, Kumar. Hahah! He was talking about malays using pandan leaves instead of condoms and cutting a condom into half for chinese men. AHAHAHA, damn insulting but hilarious. :D So after that we walked to Grand Cathay from takashimaya. My feet were aching by the time we reached. I was wearing heels too! Omfg, could have died. Then we went to get Ben&Jerry's. Got my cookie dough! Omfg, so many memories siahh that place. I seriously could have broke down anytime. But I'm sure the person who holds a lot of memories at that place with me doesn't believe me at all. So I've nothing to say. Took a few pictures in attempt to brighten up my already-screwed-up-day. And yeah, I know I'm sounding fucking negative now. I wish I could just say I don't give a damn about what's happening between us. But it's easier said than done. FML.

(Candid eh? Starting to feel as if my smile's pretty fake /:)

♫Andy★: hehe sweee luh (: i know u busy people lek but i see ur post u are missing some friends right , go find time and meet up with them soon luh , haha(:
Glad you know that. Hahah! Yeah, well, even if it's missing, my friend(s) and I know can already what. Must I announce it to the entire world? (:

Guest: Oh I see. Thank you so much pretty :)
No problem love. (:

Boomz: Heeey, passing by, & i really think you're photogenic. No matter what camera you use. I'll bet if you used a crappy one, you'd still look awesome 8)
Thanks for leaving a tag. (: Hmm, that's nice to hear. Hahah, thanks! You flatter me. <:

darrEn.L: hey tag cutie !
Wtf? Stop calling me that dude!
darrEn.L: tag mandy ! (;
Fantastic. You called me Mandy. Sounds so much better. (:

Jach: i'll just tag here for fun so you'll reply and call me sweetie lol
Wait, you are?

carson: HI IDOIT ! SEE U SOON~ :D
Idiot your arse. Yeah, see ya :D

Kewlzxzxzxz.

No relationship is perfect, ever. There are always some ways you have to bend, to compromise, to give something up in order to gain something greater…The love we have for each other is bigger than these small differences. And that’s the key. It’s like a big pie chart, and the love in a relationship has to be the biggest piece. Love can make up for a lot.

Everybody’s got their problems.
Everybody says the same thing to you
It’s just a matter how you solve them
And knowing how to change the things you’ve been through.

Hah! I'm actually updating my blog again. Surprised? (: I guess not. Hmm, kinda tired today. Went out to plaza sing with Carson`Mistress! Hahah, didn't see him in ages seriously. Bought tickets to Raging Phoenix. Thankfully in the movie started only a few mins after we sat down. The show's not bad! And there are like scenes which really make you laugh. Especially when the 'evil villan' is a transvestite and she actually moans in pain when she's supposed to be injured. HAHAHA! There were a few parts which really cracked  the people up in the cinema. Hilarious ttm!

So anyway! Went to town last night too! Yongxin cabbed over to my place and we went to cine together. Met up with Feroz thee twit and Eugeneeee. Thee twit's still bald apparently. But his hair's growing so its not so nice to rub anymore. /: Wanted to watch 2012 but the only timing available was 1:50 or 3. So we could choose 1:50 because it was only half way into the movie, if not we can just watch the entire show. So we all got 4 tickets to the 3am movie. Hahah! Slacked awhile outside cine after the movie. And I find myself repeating this: I miss night life! And there are things which are really making me confused. As in terms of feelings. I hate it when I'm indecisive cause it really makes me frustrated sometimes. Actually not sometimes. More like all the time. I miss a lot of people! Especially people who mean something in my life. -.- Will be uploading some photos taken yesterday at cine. FML.

(Thee twit!)(We all bought hotdog combo with a cup half filled with cheese (Y) It made my day!)

TO DAREN; : IT'S OKAY! YOUR PILLOW'S GONNA BE RAPED SOON. :D

♫Andy★: haha! i nv step ! ok luh mayb i did a lil but still know you quite alot ? hmm..
Hahaha. Got lah, mai geysiao! Yeah true you do. (:

passb: ah 14? u 1996 ?
Yeah 14, but year 1995. (:

Joanna: Relink. =)
Relinked babe. (:

Wow, look at this. Branding!

It's often just enough to be with someone. I don't need to touch them. Not even talk. A feeling passes between you both. You're not alone.

You should've when you could've.
You're gonna miss my love.
You should, it would've been so good.
You should've when I would've,
Now I know I've had enough,
Better luck next time.

I'm so tired! And my head's pounding thanks to my headache. Guess I drank a bit too much last night. Sorry baoye, I was carried away. >: Anyway! Hello readers again. :D Updating again. Hahah! I've been blogshopping, shopping, toning and drinking a lot lately. Gosh, I think my liver might go if I drink continuously daily. Like cool only. :D Hahah! Took some pictures at Leon's birthday celebration at a resort at a yacht club yesterday. Edited the photos already so I'll be uploading them. Sorry didn't bring my DSLR so the quality's not gonna be great. Gosh, yesterday was havoc seriously. One of his friend puked in onto the carpet and onto a pillow. Fucking stinked the whole room siahh. Buay tahan.

Made new friends, and I'm quite close to Alex now. He's like, almost like my older brother siahh. He's fucking matured too. AND HE'S CUTE! Especially when he acts like a girl. HAHAHA, I treat him like my sister actually. So yeah,  we drank scotch and chivas yesterday. And I haven't been sleeping well lately, so I was like, fucking exhausted yesterday. What made me really tired was the fact that I didn't sleep for almost 2 days. So on the way home in the taxi I fell asleep. -.- Reached home in the morning. Woke up around 5 today I think? Can't recall. I miss nightlife a lot siah. Oh, and I'm wondering whether I should go to Butterfac on the 24th! FML.

(Alex's on the right ^^)(Birthday boy, Leon)

passby: You say yu are going to city harvest ? the church ? O:
No not the church sweetie. The school! :D

Psb :D: Hey you're absolutely gorgeous, srsly. I love your eyes. Hahah. Why'd you quit school?
Hahah! Thank you, you flatter me. (: Hmm, complications.

♫Andy★: i know long ago babe
Hmm, step like you know everything eh? :D

Guest: Oh, thats cool! :D Is it expensive? :S
Yeah it is. But dslr's megapixels are bigger than a lot of digital cameras so they take pictures in better quality too. It's worth your money. That my opinion. (:

xiao mei: hey , can i add you in msn ?? pls , i ve got sth to ask you . sry if cant . bt sth im gonna ask is important thanks a lot .
I've already added you in msn. Look for mandy then you can create a conversation with me. (:

ariel: haha, *gives the wtf face again* it was ... really .. disgusting . haha xD
Sorry which ariel are you? I'm a bit confused. /:

Passer (::What's FML ? o.o
It means Fuck My Life sweetie. (:

passb: o_Owat is ur age ah ?
I'm 14 my dear.

GUEST: What is the model of your phone ?
Lg viewty smart. (:

It's funny how you think I care about you. I don't.

The rhythm projects 'round the next sound.
Reflects the complex hybrid dialect now.
Detects the mesh of many elements compressed down.
The melting pot of a super-futuresque style.

Hey guys! Update againnn, hmm. Been really really busy these few weeks. I feel as if I'm going to break down anytime. People always ask me, why am I so busy? Well, that's cause sometimes I find things to make myself busy. If not what? Do you expect me to be slacking at home if not being at the gym everyday when i can be outside selling tickets, watching movies, shopping, catching up with friends? Okay, being at the gym's good, but overworking your body isn't. But I don't mind being busy actually. It's fun and experience comes with it. :D Life's really for you to make it entertaining. Hahah, don't you agree?

Went to Zirca yesterday. It was really packed, and I was exhausted. Went to the gym in the afternoon and then I had lots of walking to do at Clark quay after that. Omfg. I could have literally died yesterday. Anyway, didn't go out today in the noon. Met up with Ah Guang`Daddy, Peiqi`Jie, Strawberry and Steven for awhile. Haven't seen those 3 (excluding Steven) for ages. Lemme repeat that, AGES. I miss them really. Happy to have met up with them. :D (inserts a trillion of these) Actually cycled with Steven's bike to Bukit Hoswee to meet them. Hahah. They were shocked when they saw my hair. Took a few pictures before leaving with my phone. 8 Megapixels, what do you think of the quality? :D I'll upload some here. It's 3:41am now, gotta wake up early to go to City Harvest College in the morning! FML.

(At Clark quay)(I think I really look like a butch now. Omfg.)

♫Andy★: tsk tsk , busy people lek (:
Now then you know. :D

passb: sorry i didn't know you quit school . so now u work ?
Hahah, it's okay! Nope, I'm going to city harvest next year. (:

Guest.: Hey there, just passing by, just wanna comment that you look really pretty in ur pictures :> . May i know what camera are you using? (:
Hey! Thanks a lot ;D I'm using a dslr, D350 I think. Stm :X

Passer\: You looked really gorgeous. ;)
Thanks a lot. But when was that? O:

darrEn.L:tag , cutie ! (;
Hahah! Semousiahh you, continue ah you!

♥$NR$♥: chillax,i believe u lahs,jkjk
Uh, sorry you are?

Most people are stronger than they know. They just forget to believe in it sometimes.

In tune with my senses,
I was blessed with the smell of defeat.
I travel with a lonely soul,
Trapped in a broken body.

Wow, been really, really busy this week. Went to jb a few days ago then I went to Aranda country club for leonara's birthday. Didn't sleep much that day. So I left Leonara's birthday chalet celebeation early. Actually toned a lot this week. I don't think I've enough sleep these days though. Nothing much to blog about though. So don't mind yeah? Went to town yesterday with Joey, Jerrold, An Jie, Guan yu and his girlf, Justin, Rachel, Steven, Qinbao, Erwin and others. Lim Sheng and another guy went clubbing. So jealous siahh >: Went to far east then cine leisure. Didn't watch a movie in the end. Bumped into Jia yan and Vernis outside Cine leisure. Was so happy to have seen them I tell you! Caught up quite a bit. Miss those days when I club with them, seriously.

Anyway, I got my new phone. Lg viewty smart. :D It's not bad, but I still miss my old phione cause it's easier to type and all. Lol, lost all contacts, so those who have my number just text with your name please. My number's the same. (: Will be clubbing tomorrow at Zirca. Mixed aged party. Hell, I miss night life a lot. Sigh, fuck it. Will upload some photos. Got loads of uploading and tagging to do. FML.

(Some of the bottles of alcohol at leonara's party)(At town yesterday)

Super wtf video. Thanks Shaolun. <:

passb: can tell me wat sec school u from ?
Hey, I just quit my school. But I was in Fairfield methodist secondary.

♫Andy★: no update ):
Hahah! Here's your update! :D

abc: how've you been?
Hello stranger. (: I've been, good I guess? Pretty down on my luck these days though. /: What about you? (:

Guest: Update lei!! :D
U.P.D.A.T.E.D sweetie. (:

I’d rather be physically hurt than emotionally, because you can put a band-aid on your finger but you can’t put one on your heart.